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Coming of Age
03:09
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Coming of Age
Written & Produced by iNFLiKT
Intro (Rob Bell)
In the beginning was a point;
A single point of infinite density
Containing all the compressed mass space/time of the universe
And it's been expanding for the past 13.8 billion years
Verse 1
(It's been a long time coming)
From a tadpole in pond scum
Through this evolution of my soul - I'm on one
The song sung by creation marvelous symphonic
In ecstatic motion God has been incarnate
13.8 billion years
I'm gazing in amazement that still I'm here
All the glory that fills the air I'm awe struck
And to think that we came from star dust
Chorus
(It's been a long time coming)
Now this is my coming of age
Ain't no turning back or running away
(It's been a long time coming)
It's humanity's coming of age
We can't be turning back or running away
(A change gon come)
Or I'll be discarded left overs
So I gotta take the step forward
(A change gone come)
Or we'll be discarded left overs
So we gotta take the step forward
(It's time to come up!)
Bridge (Eckhart Tolle)
If the structures of the human mind remain unchanged,
We will always end up recreating
Fundamentally the same world, the same evil, the same dysfunction
This results in a total unawareness of my connectedness with the whole
Humanity is now faced with a stark choice: evolve or die
Verse 2
Cuz nothin' is promised to us
Now or never we gotta get on and move up
Time for us to enter in our destined fate
What's next to face other than the step to take
In front of us? The future summons us - heed the call
We can stall and sputter out and be free to fall
Or we can open our eyes up and awaken
And choose to rise to the occasion
Chorus
(It's been a long time coming)
Now this is my coming of age
Ain't no turning back or running away
(It's been a long time coming)
It's humanity's coming of age
We can't be turning back or running away
(A change gon come)
Or I'll be discarded left overs
So I gotta take the step forward
(A change gon come)
Or we'll be discarded left overs
So we gotta take the step forward
(It's time to come up!)
Bridge 2 (Eckhart Tolle)
This is humanity's challenge now
Verse 3/Bridge
I hope these words are raisin' us to stand up
Stop lookin' to the sky and prayin' for an answer
Cuz ain't nobody sendin' 'em down
Ain't no magical formula gon descend from the clouds
We've been endowed with the power to change
How have we been allowed to just cower in shame?!
So I'm here to show and teach us
How that perilous demeanor is so beneath us
Recognize our potential and exercise our ability
Or we can subside to the side and just die in futility
But as for me I know that I am better
Than to ignore the wisdom taught by our ancestors
We can get up to move and step in a new direction
It's up to you to get in the game and choose a weapon
At this point stagnation is practically suicide
Your actions will tell me what you decide
Chorus
(It's been a long time coming)
Now this is my coming of age
Ain't no turning back or running away
(It's been a long time coming)
It's humanity's coming of age
We can't be turning back or running away
(A change gon come)
Or I'll be discarded left overs
So I gotta take the step forward
(A change gone come)
Or we'll be discarded left overs
So we gotta take the step forward
(It's time to come up!)
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2. |
Double Homicide
02:11
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Intro
12,478,118,400,000 ways!
Chorus
There's so many ways to kill a wac rapper
Since ya spineless first I'ma make ya back shatter
(Hit 'em up kid!) So many ways (Go attack 'em!)
(Hit 'em up kid!) So many ways (Go get at 'em!)
There's so many ways to kill a weak producer
Since ya tone deaf I'll use my beats to beat and bruise ya
(Hit 'em up kid!) So many ways (Go attack 'em!)
(Hit 'em up kid!) So many ways (Go get at 'em!)
Verse
Braggin' ain't really my M.O. I never'd boast
But deep down I always knew I spit better than most
And if I ever wasn't sure ya'll made my doubts clear
So I'd like to thank all of you terrible rappers out there
You never would fail me with ya hatin'
Ya god-awful songs are my daily inspiration
Nobody just happens to be that wac
So I appreciate ya practice to be half assed
Even if it gives me headaches and makes my ears bored
It's kinda like, “shit I can't wait to hear more!”
Wanna beat? You know what little homie, you can pick eight!
Matter of fact, lemme produce ya whole mix tape!
I'm confident, but you got the nerve to be conceited
Sarcastic bastard I can be just a wee bit facetious
But seriously I hear you MC's and just laugh
Think you winnin' you takin' the “L” - puff puff pass!
And if ya really just that ill - I hadn't noticed
So why don't you cut the bullshit talkin' all braggadocios
You faggots know that I'm like a rabid vulture attack ya whole click
A savage provokin' you maggots wit my dagger pokin'
It's sad to notice ya such a colossal hater
Now I'ma have to squash you lil' bastards like a waffle maker
I don't even put all of my effort in
And I still have ya heads turnin' more than when a record spins
You lolly gag until you're thrown in the body bag
And ya life disgraced and wasted like a snotty rag
You probably had a ton of potential - wicked talent!
But when it's time to ride you turnin' to chicken salad
Chorus
There's so many ways to kill a wac rapper
Since ya spineless first I'ma make ya back shatter
(Hit 'em up kid!) So many ways (Go attack 'em!)
(Hit 'em up kid!) So many ways (Go get at 'em!)
There's so many ways to kill a weak producer
Since ya tone deaf I'll use my beats to beat and bruise ya
(Hit 'em up kid!) So many ways (Go attack 'em!)
(Hit 'em up kid!) So many ways (You're gonna die!)
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3. |
Ominous Liturgy
02:30
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Intro (iNFLiKT)
For when we're full of bitter despair
Lord, hear our prayer
For when we have little to spare
Lord, hear our prayer
For when our hearts' riddled with cares
Lord, hear our prayer
For all our uncivil affairs
Hear our prayer
Verse 1 (P.A.T.H.)
God, listen – this is my last chance at livin'
The stakes have risen, it's time to make some decisions
My addiction's like a war of attrition
And it's winnin' cuz I'm still in this piss-poor position
I'm on a mission to fix my livin' conditions
I can't envision my kids visitin' me in the prison
I'm havin' premonitions of a head-on collision
I think the clock's about to stop tickin', I'm not kiddin'
I'm not profittin' a lot from spittin' on the cops
When they stop me for shop liftin' or not
Typically that shit just pisses 'em off
Would've thought? I was fittin' the description they've got
I can't take the heat, God! The kitchen is hot!
I'm 'bout to hop ship, God and thicken the plot
I hit the water with a flip and a flop
Another victim to the cost of his innocence lost
Nah, God – that's ridiculous, a chicken I'm not
I need to frickin' stop with these sickening thoughts!
Tickin' you off with a wicked kick in the crotch
How is this indicative to frickin' hittin' the charts?!
Bridge
Hey, God! Why'd ya make my life so hard?!
How the hell do you expect me to hold a job?!
You know they'll just reject me and close the door!
Ever convicted of a crime? I've broken all the laws!
C'mon now – time waits for no man
That's why I gotta get it goin' with this whole plan
I'm movin' too slow with this whole song and dance
Song and dance...
Chorus
God, give me strength! (4x)
Listen God! (2x)
(Goddamn it then show me the light!)
Verse 3
Okay listen, God – when are you liftin' the fog?
I know you're sick of all this bitchin' but I'm sick as a dog
I think I've been a victim of fraud
I got robbed for my innocence and thought I was hard
A lost cause – little snot with long draws
Got too large for my britches kept on rippin' them off
They stopped fittin' – I was not quittin' or forfeitin'
My mission to break laws cuz I was awe-stricken
With the life, I'm shocked I was not locked in prison
To rot, the way I fought the system and got caught slippin'
I got charged, but I dodged my convictions
Cuz I'm slicker than these law dogs sniffin'
With their suspicions – nah, your Honor, listen – I'm not snitchin'
I'm a lot different than these sweet heart bitches (fuck ya'll!)
I walk different, I talk different, I even grab my crotch different
(P.A.T.H. & iNFLiKT!) God, we ain't the same
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4. |
Existential Headache
04:07
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Verse 1
Guess the only one that I can look to is myself
No one was by my side when I would try to cry help
Pourin' out a bucket of tears until my eyes swelled
Left me completely deserted suffering through a dry spell
People told me "look to the sky!" but then the sky fell - fuck that
If I ain't gonna do it for my own sake then why else?
Time for me to pack up my bags and move on
I been stuck in the same place for too long
Back to the drawing board to put together plan B
I don't give a fuck if nobody understands me
Too many lukewarm friends wanna be family
Quit all the whinin' and complainin' now my man please
I ain't got no more time for you bitch ass pansies
I don't wanna get along I'd rather you left and gone can't we
Just agree or is this gonna be up to me?
Get the fuck outta my face you fuckin' dweeb
Chorus 1
I came to bring the pain hardcore from the brain
This is my existential angst
I came to bring the pain hardcore from the brain
This is my existential angst
I came to bring the pain hardcore from the brain
That's why iNFLiKT's the name (listen, pussy!)
Now are you ready to face the consequences and suffer?
I even tell ya mama you ain't shit, mothafucka!
Bridge 1
Another day, another headache - for real, kid!
Chorus 2
Another day, another headache - tryina survive
Carrying dead weight I wake up early and get to bed late
Tryina snatch some crumbs when the bread brake
And I'll be on this lonely road long as my legs take
Verse 2
'Til I don't got no calves or no shine bones
Even if I can barely limp home
Blood, sweat and tears through the hell, fire and brim stone
Even if I gotta do it like Jim Jones
Chorus 2
Another day, another headache - tryina survive
Carrying dead weight I wake up early and get to bed late
Tryina snatch some crumbs when the bread brake
And I'll be on this lonely road long as my legs take
Verse 3
Trudgin' on - ignorin' the bullshit
I stay above it calm only because I'm strong
Firm and still no one's undermining my determined will
Burn you lil' worms until ya urn is filled
(Murder kill!) every thang in sight
My fangs were white til they got blood stained from bites
A heinous sight but that's just the pain of life settin' in
Pesterin' 'til my head'll spin but never give in I'll forever win!
Verse 4 (P.A.T.H.)
I've been festerin' - letting the medicines take precedence
Evicted from my residence
Detectives pesterin', allegin' that I went in the tenements
But they never had a shred of evidence - they're not intelligent
I'm fed up with generic embellishments
Said I'm a felon man, the rest is irrelevant
Tell my man Cain not to worry I just dropped a twenty
On his commissary and I'ma keep it coming, buddy!
Chorus 2
Another day, another headache - tryina survive
Carrying dead weight I wake up early and get to bed late
Tryina snatch some crumbs when the bread brake
And I'll be on this lonely road long as my legs take
Verse 5
The pain'll last 'til my ankle snaps I'll carry on
The suffering has me stronger than Barry Bonds
You pussies pout and fuss bunch of powder puffs
Just want ya mouth to shut before I have to pound ya guts, bitch!
Bridge 2 (P.A.T.H.)
(You 'bout to what?!) I'm 'bout to make ya feel my pain
Cuz I'ma hit ya with the real shit I'm sick of the games
(You 'bout to what?!) We 'bout to make them feel our pain
Cuz we gon hit 'em with the ugliness we feel no shame
(You 'bout to what?!) I'm 'bout to make ya feel my pain
Cuz I'ma hit ya with the real shit I'm sick of the games
(You 'bout to what?!) We 'bout to make them feel our pain
(You 'bout to what?!) We 'bout to make them feel our pain
Chorus 3
(Bring it on!)
I won't take no prisoners if you in my way
Or prepare to be terrorized!
(Bring it on!)
Anybody who want it'll be M.I.A.
Believe it, bitch! I don't ever lie!
(2x)
Verse 6 (P.A.T.H.)
Dead in the middle of living silly the kid had an epiphany
That literally just quit the sinning in me
Something spinning in me - 180, if you will
Which benefits my vision which consists of getting real
Yes I've tipped the scaled, fit the bill, flipped the shit well
You didn't figure the kid was this big of a deal
Admit it, he has skill!
I tipped the Richter scale when I slipped and fell
Hit the wishing well when I was fishing
And pissed that my mission failed
Outro
You 'bout to what?! You ain't got the slightest clue what we been through!
What?! We just tryina survive! Another day, another headache!
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Chorus One
What did your face look like before you were born?
What did your face look like before you were born?
What did your face look like before you were born?
What did your face look like before you were born?
Before you were brought here; before you were told why
Before you had bought fear; before you were sold lies
What did your face look like before you were born?
Verse One
I see your defense mask up
You fall on ya face then bend backwards
How long will you pretend as a
Oscar Award winning top ten actor?
You went faster up to ascend the ladder
Of success only to regret wchu spent after
(You fell asleep!) American dreamin' and been taxed up
(Awaken!) Now do you see what my lense captures?
A zen master once gave me a koan
Without any explanation then told me "go on"
"You've been given just what you needed, now so long"
The glory of the sun is contained in a single photon
Bridge One
When you get stripped away from what you're attached to
And everything ricochets then lemme ask you --
Chorus One
What did your face look like before you were born?
What did your face look like before you were born?
Before you were brought here; before you were told why
Before you had bought fear; before you were sold lies
What did your face look like before you were born?
Breakdown (Richard Rohr)
Before you made any money, before you got your law degree, before you were a doctor, before you were a priest - who were you? That's the true self.
Chorus Two
Ya legs movin'? Ya lungs breathin'?
Ya hands feelin'? Ya heart beatin'?
Ya ears hearin'? Ya eyes seein'?
Thank God! You're alive! Hallelujah!
Verse Two
The very fact of your existence is simply astoundin'
I'm swimmin' in wonder somebody pinch me I'm drownin'
An ocean of bliss every square inch we are found in
It's even sorta sexual kinky arousin'
A beautiful relationship fluid in motion
This sweet blasphemy is the truest devotion
This love is green as the grass and blue as the ocean
It's a dynamic process always movin' and coastin'
(This is beyond) metaphysical speculation
The only concern is here and now - the breath you take in
(This is beyond) apocalyptic conjecture
Forget your experts that search with their lectures for the best words
I swear it's true but what is there to compare it to?
It's like inspiration wants to have an affair with you
It's like jumping out of a plane without a parachute
It's like doing the single thing you'd never dare to do
Bridge Two
100 percent mind, 100 percent body, 100 percent soul - indivisible
(2x)
Chorus Two
Ya legs movin'? Ya lungs breathin'?
Ya hands feelin'? Ya heart beatin'?
Ya ears hearin'? Ya eyes seein'?
Thank God! You're alive! Hallelujah!
Outro (Richard Rohr)
Then we come to the Gospel, where Jesus goes right to the heart of the matter, and he says, "the single grain of wheat" -- the single grain of wheat that each person is -- it "has to die to itself." To many of you, I'm sure that sounds very Buddhist; that the small self can't get you very far, and Jesus calls the small self "the single grain of wheat." And he's saying unless that single grain of wheat dies, it remains just a grain of wheat. That something that has to die is your false self. Brothers and sisters, that's what's gonna die when you die, and if that's all you have, you've got nothing -- that's the false self.
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6. |
Anagennao
02:57
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Verse 1
Reinvigorated in a new fashion
I vow to be singular to my true passion
And since my crew's laggin' gon move passed 'em
Gotta stay fluid like the breast stroke
Can't be gettin' stuck like my neck broke
Ever since I took a breath of this fresh hope
Every cell of my body is exuberant
Ain't nothin' to defend or prove to them
My view has been adjusted to a newer lens
Life is a stained glass that I see through
As soon as my consciousness is renewed
Everything I believe true will bleed through
Chorus
I'm reborn!
Made anew!
Given hope!
Overjoyed!
Vivified!
I'm reborn!
Verse 2
Vitality rushing to the brim it's burstin'
Welling up directly from this inner working
That's the only reason for this grin I'm smirkin'
A sinner searching becomes an enlightened saint
The darkest canvas exhibits the brightest paint
So there's not a trouble I wouldn't like to thank
From the heights I sank into a brutal lie
And in that abyss I found the truth inside
You only resurrect after ya crucified
You must die if you wanna be reborn
Nobody can tell us we weren't pre-warned
Now this is the way I choose to lead on
Chorus
I'm reborn!
Made anew!
Given hope!
Overjoyed!
Vivified!
I'm reborn!
Verse 3
Remainin' steadfast rise above the fray
Stand in the face of turmoil and suffer brave
There couldn't possibly be another way
Anything given out had to be took freely
Don't worry if you feel like a crook greedy
Only few can make hard work look easy
The Kingdom of Heaven is taken with force
Don't be shocked if ya suddenly facein' a sword
The only place you'll find that's safe is the morgue
Some haven abroad is a nefarious tale
Success is only found right where we'll fail
True life is only found in this air we inhale
Chorus
I'm reborn!
Made anew!
Given hope!
Overjoyed!
Vivified!
I'm reborn!
Bridge/Outro
This is the peace which surpasses all understanding
Stripped me naked, took everything, left me abandoned
But if I never received it, how would I manage?
This is the peace which surpasses all understanding
Stripped me naked, took everything, left me abandoned
But if I never received it, how could I manage?
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7. |
Seeking Without Seeking
04:44
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Intro [Part 1] (Jiddu Krishnamurti)
Is there one thing that will end my seeking?
If there is, what am I to do? What do you seek?
You have read, you have walked, you have hurt,
You have cried, you have meditated, you have longed,
You have sacrificed – then what is the one thing
That will end all this?
First of all, don't seek, because if you seek, you will find
What you will find is what you have already sought
What you will find in your search is what you have projected
That, projected in the future, you will find
Therefore, a wise man doesn't seek
Intro [Part 2] (Eckhart Tolle Reading Rumi's Poem)
There is a force within that give you life – seek that
In your body, there lies a priceless jewel – seek that
If you're in search of the greatest treasure,
Don't look outside, look within, and seek that
Chorus (iNFLiKT)
What do you seek? Being right, or understanding?
Being heard, or hearing? Being loved, or loving?
If you seek the one, you will not find the other
If you seek the other, you will find them both (2x)
Verse 1 (P.A.T.H.)
Lost in the sands of time, wish I was on my grind
It's prime time I stopped strugglin', guzzlin' wine
I'm done thuggin', buggin', and muggin' guys
Clubbin' some of 'em for money in front of my kids' mothers' eyes
No gun, I run up and sucker 'em from the side
Then I run and hide – son I've done it in rougher times
I was numb, being run by my other mind
Tryina victimize someone dumb enough to come and take a ride
Sometimes I wonder why my cousin died
A young butterfly – I suffered when I seen her mother cry
Cuz I was brazenly just testin' my fate
Antagonizing God's patience staring death in the face
Like “please get me!” I don't know how I evaded major tragedies
I imagine he had to be mad at me
But God will never make sense in our reality
Sarah, I'll catch you in the next galaxy
Chorus (iNFLiKT)
What do you seek? Being right, or understanding?
Being heard, or hearing? Being loved, or loving?
If you seek the one, you will not find the other
If you seek the other, you will find them both (2x)
Verse 2 (Facial)
What do you seek? When time flies by
And you're feelin' so weak spendin' ya time gettin' high
Feel my pain, as we all go through the struggle
This shit is insane, survivin', stayin' out of trouble
Livin' real humble cuz life ain't meant to love you
Fightin' with them knuckles now they show you how the gun do
Learnin' the hustle, that knife is meant to cut you
So you better watch yourself and survive in the jungle (Watch!)
Shit is real out here, so I show no fear
It's been sixteen years, I still shed those tears
For my grandmother in heaven – I'll see you when I go there
Just hit thirty, still feels like I ain't goin' nowhere
So by all means, nigga if it's necessary
That's why my heart stays colder than February
So by all means, nigga if it's necessary
You can live today, but tomorrow end up in a cemetery
Chorus (iNFLiKT)
What do you seek? Being right, or understanding?
Being heard, or hearing? Being loved, or loving?
If you seek the one, you will not find the other
If you seek the other, you will find them both (2x)
Bridge
What do you seek?
“I have lived an illusion; I have deceived myself!”
What do you seek?
“You understand? You have come to the end of your tether!”
What do you seek?
“Touching the essence, the transcendent dimension”
What do you seek?
“What do you seek?”
Chorus
What do you seek? Being right, or understanding?
Being heard, or hearing? Being loved, or loving?
If you seek the one, you will not find the other
If you seek the other, you will find them both (4x)
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